Happy ^^

Finally today i got some good news can be celebrate.. haha..Recently happen so many things.. i really didn't feel happy for a long time...

Ermm... why i will feel so happy leh?

hehe.. Firstly today i received a call from my college.. Ms Zety told me that the lecturer who marks my report very happy and satisfied and want to keep it as a reference for other juniors..

But the most important thing is.....

Wakaka~ Finally I can get a A for my report... and i got 90%!!! Argh...it is unbelievable... 90/100 is consider a high marks for me already.. i thought my report will only can get 70-80 like that only.. who knows...

I felt so proud at myself.. i don't know my report marks will be highest in my class or anot.. but at least I know what i do is worth and not wasted.. I do wish i can get the highest marks in my class.. but dunno I have that chance or anot...

Secondly, my friend told me that i can got back some of the money that i lost.. thanks god for blessing me.. i feel very happy because i really bangkrupt and no moeny anymore.. This money really come on time and save my life..

* Thanks for the god.. I do appreciate it so so much... *

Depress.. :(

Just like this picture..

i feel so lonely.. feel so depress ..feel so annoying.. for everything that happen recently on me...

I finally cant stand for it anymore.. i feel like wanna cry..so that i can release everything that keep inside my heart for so long...

Why???

Can Someone tell me Why all this will happen?

Firstly, I already felt so sad and annoying coz my money was cheated by someone that i knew.. I felt so heartbreaking because they NEVER apologize at what they did and NEVER admit the mistakes that they did... Bcoz of de mistake they did then make people who r innocent are suffering...

Did u all think is FAIR??

The BEST things that they did to me is push all the things and resposibilities on me and yet no one is helping me and i cant do anything for myself about it because I m too WEAK to fight..

Sound stupid right?

People is bullying me till top of my head but i still cant protect myself...

It is NOT me.. If last time people bully me i used to revenge and let them know I M NOT WEAK AT ALL!

But Now... Everything is different...

I feel so shame at myself because i cant do anything for myself... :(

Secondly.. my friend will be leaving me soon and go Singapore.. We already plan 2 work together and live together.. She only need 2 wait me back 2 work then everything is going smooth.. but who knows once i get the job she need 2 leave.. i feel so sad because whn I back 2 work that time that's no one at there with me already..

I know my darling will stay at there 2 accompany me.. but i also know he wasn't wish 2 stay there for work.. I cant be so selfish 2 ask him stay at there with me rite? That's his future...

But I can't image if i was alone at there.. when i sad nobody can lend me a shoulder 2 cry.. when i angry there's no one can let me talk through.... when i happy there's nobody for me 2 share with...

Poor sim Sim.. why bad things always happen on u?? Why only lucky will come 2 u??

P/S: Thanks for Brother Vincent.. because be my listener and give me alot of advices..^^ Make me feel better..