* S.H.M.I.L.Y ♥ 117520719 *

天涯海角

2010-09-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

醒来后只是梦境才发现身边没你

原来最残忍的是想象力

醒来后清楚听见寂寞在耳边叹息

寻觅安抚我的声音

没有你我的世界失去了色彩

没有你我对生命失去了期待

没有你我宁愿永远沉睡不要醒来

我愿意走过天涯飞过海角

只要能够守候在你身边

我愿意用这辈子让你相信

这就是唯一幸福结局

拉开紧闭的窗帘以为能暂时抽离

阳光却让失落更清晰

我想要夺门而去

彷佛再多等一秒钟就会来不及

醒来以后我身边没你

最残忍的是想象力

清楚听见寂寞在叹息

寻觅安抚的声音

这就是唯一幸福的结局

幸福的结局

This is one of the my dear lee hom's latest song which I like it very much... The song is describing my feeling and my thought right now.. Really feel damn lonely when apart with the one you love.. Feel like the life so meaningless..Everything also need to rely on your own imagination to miss someone to trust someone to imagine he is always be with you when you need support.. Although i had gone through this kind of life more than my expectation but indeed It's really so sad when you think back... I need more power and strength to make myself more stronger... haiz ~

Unpredictable Life

2010-07-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

People used to said this word " Life is hard to predict ".. Now i finally know hows this word works in my life..

I do admit last time i was an emotion, lack of self-confident girl and perhaps feel pessimism for certain matters. I used to think scare to said "no" to people, scare people will easily forget at me, scare people not trusting at me, scare the feeling that losing things that important and mean to me and many more. This is who i am for last time..But i thought it was gone away from me long time ago.. I thought i had successfully change to a girl that full with confident and became optimism than last time...Feel more braver to face any problems that come to me..

But unfortunately the truth always make people feel heart-breaking..

Recently there's alot things happen in my life.. until I almost can't take it.. The more i protect the more i strive for but end up things never happen like what i expect.

What i get just a shattered dreams and hope only..

I really have a feeling that just want to put down everything and run away from all these annoying matters.. make my life more easier..

Guest what... All my "best friend" come back to me once again.. haha.. God really fooling me around... Again now all this feelings "living and stay" with me..

Now my brother staying so far away from home and family.. staying at a place far from city and full of criminal cases city .. like what he said "jungle life"..Studying suppose a fun things but he seems like suffering..i wish i have money to let him study in a better environment but too bad i cant help and protect him for that.. what a bad sis i am...:(

At yet my best friend just admitted to hospital because she found that she have a dermoid cyst on her uterus.. the worst part was i just got to know her recently life was full of difficulty because she had experienced all the bad incidents all together in her life..

I feel so shame and so sad because as a best friend of her, when ever i need her, she will always be with me no matter what happen but i can't even accompany with her to go through this sucks things and let her alone with all these..

I really really feel so sorry and angry at myself.. :(

WHY all this will happen in my life???? Can somebody tell me why??

Now what i can do is blessing for them.. I really hope everything will be fine..

♥ 728 520 1314 ♥ Part 2

2010-05-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

Today not only my special day but also a special day with my S.I.S.T.E.R.S... A reunion for me & my best friends.. We haven't meet each other for a long period.. I really miss them alot...

They are not only my best friends but i also threat them like a part of my family... Our friendship was gone through alot of hardships and difficulties.. God had made me understand that a true friend will always be with you no matter what happen.. they never leave you alone when you need them.. This is what my sisters doing to me... That's y i m appreciating them so much...

Today i really enjoy with you girls.. This is the day that i really feel happy and enjoy since a long period.. Really thanks alot for you all singing for me and accompany me in this such a special day..

You Girls are really ROCK my WORLD today!!

Thank you so much my sisters: Jia Ling, Kar Men, Poh Yee & Huli..

I Love You Girls..^^

P/S 1: Huli.. really thanks alot for helping my DarLing gave me such a memorable day for me.. i really appreciate it so much.. It's really make me feel so touching & happy...

P/S 2: Phui Yee even though you wasn't here today but dont worry.. You were never be alone because you have US!! ^^

♥ 728 520 1314 ♥

2010-05-20T00:11:00.002+08:00

Today is a special day for me & my DarLing..^^ Is our 2nd years anniversary..

My darling.. there's alot of things i wan to tell you that how much i miss you rite now.. i miss the moment that you with me and support.. You never make me feel like i was alone before.. I just know whenever i need you, you will always be with me..

Please forgive me for my selfishness that make us apart.. but please do trust me that i love you more than everything..

DarLing, Thanks for the surprise that you gave me.. It's really make me feel so touching & happy.. i really appreciate it so much..^^

Although i wish you will be here with me in this special day but the things that you did already is more than enough.. I shouldn't be greedy and feel happy for that..

** Darling.. i just wan to tell you how much i love you..

Thanks for giving me such a memorable anniversary..**

My 1st Month Working Life in Penang~

2010-03-26T19:49:00.000+08:00

Few weeks never update my blog lu.. Finally today got time to write something on my blog...^^ hehe...

Time really flied damn fast like rocket..I still couldnt believe i alomost work for a month already.. it was so fresh for me, the things like just happen few day ago.. I do enjoy working at here even though the working environment wasn't strange for me anymore but because of the responsibilities is totally different and learning cashiering is quite challenging eventhough i always make mistakens because not familiar with things but its a good opportunity for me to sharpen myself to be more better...I do wish i can do much more better thn i expect.. i wish i can achieve it as soon as possible..

May god blessing me..~

This few weeks, i started to get used to live withhout my DarLing... Perhaps its because we always contact and texting each other so it make me feel like we are not apart too far away.. But i still missing him alots.. Miss the time that we do together..miss the time that i waiting him to go back home.. miss the time that i cook lunch or dinner for him.. miss the time that i can always complaining the problems or guests that making trouble and etc... But i always remind my self to be more stronger more independant so that my family and him wont be so worry at me... If one day god can realize my dream, i wish the passed time can back once again... But thanks for my trainees who ever playing around and chatting with me.. They make me feel like i wasn't alone here..

Besides 5 more days for me to countdown my best friend leave me to Singapore... Again i still cant believe that i was here for alomost a month.. Perhaps because of my friend with me so i still wont feel so lonely and boring.. But i really appreciate for her kindness for helping me and accompany me for this month.. although the dream to work together and staying in same room were only a month time, but it give me alot of sweet and funny memories... I think without her i may not be so strong enough to continue staying at here for this month...

Seriously to say, i feel very sad that she leaving us... She indeed a nice girl who ever i meet before.. She always bring joyful and happiness for us.. Alw Caring us and threat us like a part of her family..I think we will mssing her always...

** Dear MFYIP,

I appreciate sincerely for being with me in this month.. U r indeed a nice girl and always sacrified urself to make everyone feel happy.. I do wish u can take care well of urself at Sinagpore and always be more cheerful.. Thanks for everything.. Whenever u need me or wish to get people to talk, i am always wlecome to find me...

Take care! Miss u always! **

My Life~

2010-03-11T02:30:00.004+08:00

Time really flied fast.. I so long never updated my blog already...

I still cant believe at myself that i was in Penang and start my working life for a week time already.. Now i m thinking back last week when i came to Penang that day, i feel so lonely and sad till i cry because missing my family and my Darling so much and being apart with them...

That time i really doubt at my decision.. " DO i really make a right decision? or should i listen at my darling quit now before i regret n etc...?" all the questions started appearing on my mind.. Make me feel so confusing..

But at the end i decide to choose to stay and try it.. I really wish to give myself a chance to try and test myself whether i can do it or not... If the result end up is the failure at least i try before better than i didn't try anything...

But in this a week time, i started learn to be more independent and live by myself.. For now, i still have Mei Fang with me...she really take care at me and accompany me where ever i wish to do.. She indeed a best friend but i do understand this kind of life wont be last longer..I have to prepare myself to be more stronger before Mei Fang leaving me..I have to be tough so that my family and Darling wont be worry at me always.. I really feel so sorry at my selfishness and causing so much people worry at me..

Working time really can make me temporarily stop thinking nonsense things and decrease my loneliness.. Now my work wasn't like last time when i had training that time so free and not much plessure... Work getting harder and much plessure.. But i really hope that i can make it sucess and prove to myself that i can do it.. Show to people who look down me that i m not a WEAKER!!

Now i wish can do well at my work and time can fly faster so that i can go visit my Darling as soon as possible.. I really missing him alotss...

** Gambateh, sim Sim!! U can DO it one!! Believe at urself... **

Happy ^^

2010-02-03T02:54:00.003+08:00

Finally today i got some good news can be celebrate.. haha..Recently happen so many things.. i really didn't feel happy for a long time...

Ermm... why i will feel so happy leh?

hehe.. Firstly today i received a call from my college.. Ms Zety told me that the lecturer who marks my report very happy and satisfied and want to keep it as a reference for other juniors..

But the most important thing is.....

Wakaka~ Finally I can get a A for my report... and i got 90%!!! Argh...it is unbelievable... 90/100 is consider a high marks for me already.. i thought my report will only can get 70-80 like that only.. who knows...

I felt so proud at myself.. i don't know my report marks will be highest in my class or anot.. but at least I know what i do is worth and not wasted.. I do wish i can get the highest marks in my class.. but dunno I have that chance or anot...

Secondly, my friend told me that i can got back some of the money that i lost.. thanks god for blessing me.. i feel very happy because i really bangkrupt and no moeny anymore.. This money really come on time and save my life..

* Thanks for the god.. I do appreciate it so so much... *

Depress.. :(

2010-02-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

Just like this picture..

i feel so lonely.. feel so depress ..feel so annoying.. for everything that happen recently on me...

I finally cant stand for it anymore.. i feel like wanna cry..so that i can release everything that keep inside my heart for so long...

Why???

Can Someone tell me Why all this will happen?

Firstly, I already felt so sad and annoying coz my money was cheated by someone that i knew.. I felt so heartbreaking because they NEVER apologize at what they did and NEVER admit the mistakes that they did... Bcoz of de mistake they did then make people who r innocent are suffering...

Did u all think is FAIR??

The BEST things that they did to me is push all the things and resposibilities on me and yet no one is helping me and i cant do anything for myself about it because I m too WEAK to fight..

Sound stupid right?

People is bullying me till top of my head but i still cant protect myself...

It is NOT me.. If last time people bully me i used to revenge and let them know I M NOT WEAK AT ALL!

But Now... Everything is different...

I feel so shame at myself because i cant do anything for myself... :(

Secondly.. my friend will be leaving me soon and go Singapore.. We already plan 2 work together and live together.. She only need 2 wait me back 2 work then everything is going smooth.. but who knows once i get the job she need 2 leave.. i feel so sad because whn I back 2 work that time that's no one at there with me already..

I know my darling will stay at there 2 accompany me.. but i also know he wasn't wish 2 stay there for work.. I cant be so selfish 2 ask him stay at there with me rite? That's his future...

But I can't image if i was alone at there.. when i sad nobody can lend me a shoulder 2 cry.. when i angry there's no one can let me talk through.... when i happy there's nobody for me 2 share with...

Poor sim Sim.. why bad things always happen on u?? Why only lucky will come 2 u??

P/S: Thanks for Brother Vincent.. because be my listener and give me alot of advices..^^ Make me feel better..

~ ♥ Impressive Movie ♥ ~

2010-01-23T15:50:00.000+08:00

Long time never write anything on my blog already.. kinda busy in these half year.. Everyday is busy with my work.. tat's y no time 2 update my blog... Today finally i have time and thing 2 be write.. hehe.. ^6^

Recently I was falling in love into a movie named "Avatar".. This is such a outstanding movie that make me feel deeply impressive 2 the movie.. Today i had watched for the 2nd time of this movie.. i believe most of the people in this world will be same as me love this movie so much...

It is extremely beautiful till made me felt like i wanna be a part of them 2 live at their world... I feel so impressing and respect at the director of this movie, James Cameron... He is such a great man that can created such an amazing movie..

Last time i do fall in love to his another movie, "Titanic" which still deeply impressing me since i was young... i really love these 2 movies so much...

How much i wish i could i have a chance 2 see this world in my life.. I totally fall in love to that world and love everything at there but i knew it's not real and not existing..

But is ok.. as long as i still have a chance 2 watch this kind of impressive movie.. i felt it's more than enough... ^^

Besides, i also love the love, " I see You" sing by Leona Lewis.. It's damn nice and touching for me.. Really very suitable to this movie.. I wish i can manage 2 sing this song like her.. keke~ what big though!! :P I decided 2 share to share this songs to all my friends.. hope they all will like this song as well...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4jYr4502M0

My Lovely Sunday~~

2009-07-20T14:00:00.000+08:00

Haha..finally i can write my blog for 2day.. tiz few days becoz of sum problems so cant write my blog at my apartment.. so i cant share tiz few happy n enjoyable things in my blog... so sad..~~

Today is my 1st off day of my training... haha.. kinda happy coz v can go hanging out at Penang my friends... well...today v r planned to go Kek Lok Sek (one of the famous attraction at Penang) so at de noon time, v taking bus at Batu Ferringhi to Komtar 2 take another bus to go Kek Lok Sek.. Lolx.. kinda tired bcoz frm Bt. Ferringhi to Komtar is bout an hour after tat v go 2 have our breakfast + lunch at a old shop which quite well known for de laksa n Fried Kueh Teow..

This is de "cha kueh teow " cost rm3.50

( Kinda expensive leh.. n its so little.. only suitable for appetizer..)

Laksa

(Taste is not bad la.. but de aunty who sell de laksa's attitude was so bad n rude.. )

After taken our lunch thn v go outside of de shop 2 eat "ais cendol".. haha...quite nice de leh.. taste good oso.. de business of de stall is damn good.. they busy prepare de "ice kacang" all de time... non-stop at all lo.. really good~~ after take lunch can have dessert.. keke~

Next, v go Komtar n take rapid to Kek Lok Sek.. haha.. bout 20mins like tat v finally reach place.. is quite nice.. v had take alot of photos at de top of de temple.. de scene is really look nice.. there r many statues of de buddha round there.. really look great~ ^^ after tat, v r goin up 2 another temple that near by.. wow.. so tired leh.. i never climb so many stairs in a day.. now my leg no energy alr... :P so wish to have sumbody to help me massage.. keke~

Today not only a enjoyable day for me.. but oso is my darling's birthday.. hehe... today midnite bout 12am i had gave de birthday present for my darling.. but too bad i cant get a birthday cake for him.. kinda bad gf i m... izzit? haiz... last year n tiz year i oso cant get a birthday cake for him.. so sad leh...but i hope my darling can enjoy 2day n will have a pleasant day wit us..

My DarLing's Present.. Nice?? hehe...

~ Happy Birthday my DarLing.. i love u forever n ever.. muacks... ~

P/S: There will be more photos will be upload at my facebook.. hehe.. visit it few days later lo... ^^

Last Day in Ipoh ~

2009-07-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

Today is Monday..13th Jul 2009.. what's so special bout this day?
my birthday? my darling birthday? our anniversary?
haha.. all wrong ar...

This is de last day i m at Ipoh.. 2ml morning i will be leaving ipoh 2 Penang 2 start my training day.. this day finally cum.. i still in de mood of having holiday juz like last 2 mths... seems like i juz finish my final exam n started 2 enjoy my holiday only... i haven get ready myself so fast 2 leave my family, friends n everything.. seems like too fast alr.. :(

I knew Penang wasnt far away frm Ipoh.. de journey only takes 2 n half hours 2 reach.. but dunno y i still feel sad 2 leave... perhaps i never stay away frm my family for a long period 2 another place.. or perhaps i suddenly feel like home is de best place for me 2 stay...

Being far away frm home 2 work is de decision tat i had made since i was in secondary skul... tat time i really wish 2 leave my home, my family as fast as possible.. bcoz my parent controling me too much.. they r so preciseness.. i cant stand for it...

Now my dream is achieving.. n yet i din feel happy for tat.. Coz this few days i only realize tat my family is act love me alot... my dad n mum keep on reminding me 2 bring this n that..n prepare de stuffs for me..they oso given alot of advice 2 me.. asking 2 take care of myself whn i m at there... same 2 my 2 brothers.. both of them oso care me as my parent.. i suddenly feel like i m act a vry lucky gal.. I feel so sad 2 leave them.. :(

I really miss my family and my friends especially my sisters who ever be with me for since de 1st day v be friend till now.. They alw be wit me no matter wat happen.. For me they r not only my best n closet friends but oso my sisters.. I really care them like my real sisters.. i really love them alots... This few days had happen alot of unpleasant things on me.. if wasnt my best friend n my darling be wit me i guess i now still in de bad mood n cry for it alr..>.<
Thanks ya Huli.. u really helping me alot.. thanks for being wit me...u r really my 好姐妹... and thanks for Poh Yee n Xuan for ur accompanying me yesterday... although jia ling, kar men n phui yee cant come back 2 ipoh but i will alw cum back ipoh 2 meet u all one..

Goodbye papa, goodbye mama, goodbye my 2 brothers, goodbye huli, goodbye poh yee, goodbye jia ling, goodbye kar men, goodbye phui yee n all de frenz... Before i end my post, i juz wanna tell my family n my frenz tat how much i love them.. i really will miss u all alots... take care whn i m not here..

*..I LOVE YOU ALL..*

You are not alone..~

2009-07-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

This is the song from Michael Jackson named " You are not alone "... This song is really vry nice.. i quite love it.. de lyric oso meaningful... so suitable for de feeling tat I m having rite now... n oso suitable for my sisters who had leave ipoh for their work n studies... i really miss them so much.. :(
i so wish 2 meet them..

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...

Damn Angry..!!!

2009-07-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

Argh!!! I really fell damn damn damn angry...

why all de things will happen in the same time??
why i cant like other frenz go training with a happy n execited mood?
why i need 2 worry n face so many problems..???
why i cant get tat houz??
why i need worry bout de money?!
i really cant stand it ANYMORE....

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This few days i alr felt so annoying bout de accommodation..
annoying till i cant even have a nice sleeping time..
everytime i alw awake frm my sleep bcoz i was hav a bad dream..
I thought 2day after i bank in de rest of de deposit everything will be fine...
who knws.. juz now haw yuen told me tat tiz mth 25,26 & 27 v got 2 move out frm de houz bcoz de houzowner need 2 rent for other ppl? WAT!!! Am i see wrong de msq??

NOp.. my dear.. its TRUTH!!!

oh gosh.. how come will like tiz??? i alr rent de houz n gonna pay de money n yet he told me wan us 2 move out for 3 days?? $%@$#%... how could it be??? wat kind of law is tat?? Can sumbody tell me why?? and yet he told me tat de ppl who rent de houz was rent de houz earlier thn us so v have not rite 2 say dun wan move or ask ppl not 2 stay at there... SHIT!!! How can de owner threat us like tat?? 3 days without a place 2 stay? where he wan me 2 stay at?

well thn.. if wan move thn i have ntg 2 say bout tat alr.. but can u imagine i stay for there only bout a week thn they wan me 2 take off all my luggage n stuff 2 move 2 another place for 3 days n cum back with tat again?? its really so so so inconvenient a...

De most i feel anger is de owner... i really never see such a cheater like tiz... how can he never inform de agent or us bout tiz condition? why wan till last min whn v gonna pay de money thn only tell me tiz news.. WTF... i really mad at HIM.. tiz stupid, idoit, dumb Fxxx n brainless guy... How can u earn money in tiz way one??? Don't u feel guilty threating ppl in tiz way???

I m now totally in depressed... :(

a Complicated FeeLing's Day

2009-07-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

Another tiring day for me again..>.<>This few days, i wasn't sleep so well.. i alw awake during my sleeping time... i suddenly feel like there are alot of things that i need 2 worry about... i have 2 worry whether v can find a houz 2 stay at Penang.. have 2 worry if v can find a houz thn is that fully furnishing or not... have 2 start thinking what 2 bring n pack..have 2 worry de rental will be expensive anot.. ( bcoz my fren was told me that de houzowner had alr increase de price frm rm1000 to rm1300 alr ).. oh god!! so expensive la.. how much money that i need use for my rental, foods and etc... Argh.. MONEY! MONEY! i really need money alot... >.<"

Well... thank god.. juz now haw yuen said tiz sunday he will go Penang 2 see de houz with his sister and gia wen... he say that now de only choice v hav is de rm1300 houz.. Em.. he will try ask his sister 2 bargain de price with de houzowner.. i hope 2 hear a good news frm him.. coz i do wish de rental wont be so expensive...like tat i can save more money for other expenses alr..

Although de rm1300 is really expensive but i think it's de best of de best alr.. rm1300 for a houz with a living room, kitchen with bar facing the dining table, a master room with king size bed,closet and bath tub, another room with 2 single beds and toliet and there will be a small balcony in de houz.. all rooms are withh air-con...sound great not so bad rite? and the most important thing is de houz is juz opposite 2 de hotel, bus stop and near 2 de nite market and beach.. haha...de apartment also have a swimming pool.. YEAH... so happy 2 heard it..i can go for swimming everyday alr... ^^ its wasn't as bad as i imagine... i tot i will be suffering for de staying.. i do hope they can get tiz houz with cheapest price...

Just now i was so happy 2 get a call frm a fren at airport as he is going 2 leaving Malaysia 2 Perth for his studies... this is de 2nd times he phoned me.. haha.. quite suprising whn get de called...bcoz he seldom will phone me not even a msq oso... haha... but too bad i still cant meet him for last time b4 he leave... coz i dunno de next time v meet will be whn... i hope he will be fine for everything at there and all de best for him... :)

* Tomorrow *

2009-06-30T00:49:00.000+08:00

Haha..this is the song that i found it for so long..
today finally i had found it..
yeah!!! ^^ so happy.. i really love this song...
its so touching and so sad... made me cry every time when i listen it...
This is the song from a korean drama called "Over the Rainbow"...
well.. its quite a nice drama if for ppl for love dance and singing.. coz this movie is about that... haha.. ^^
Btw.. when i found this song that time.. haha.. i found it's korean version lyric.. oh gosh!!
damn good.. coz like that i can sing with the correct word alr.. wakaka~
that website really good.. it oso have the english translation.. quite touching one..
but too bad.. i still cant get the chinese translation... :(
but luckily de video i found have de chinese translation.. haha..

Well.. here is the korean version and english translation lyric.. :_

Korean version

Kku-nnae ham-ma-di-ka mo-cha-ra-so
Ma-ji-mag han-go-ru-mi mo-cha-ra-so
Sa-ra-ngi u-rin dwel su op-na-pwa-yo
Mae-hil chu-gul-man-ku-mhim-gyo-un-de
Ha-ru-do nae shim-ja-ngun chi-ji anh-jyo
Han-bon-do ku-ri-u-mul noh-ji anh-jyo

Po-i-na-yo na-ye nun-mu-ri
Tu-lli-na-yo na-ye han-su-mi hmmm…
Sam-ki-go tto sam-kyo-nae-pwa-do nam-chi-nun-de
Ku-dae-nun on-je-chum i-ron nal do-ra-bo-na-yo

Chorus:

Tomorrow, tomorrow
Nae ma-um ku-dae-ye-ge tang-ke dwel-kka-yo
A-jik-do mot-da-han ku-mal
Nae ga-su-mi sso-bo-naen ku-mal
Sa-rang-han-da-go wa da-lla-go
Tomorrow, tomorrow
Ku-dae-man na-ye gyo-te ol su it-da-myon
We-ro-wo nun-mu-ri na-do
Nul ku-ri-wo han-su-mi na-do
Ku-dae-ma-nul nan ki-dal-yo-yo

On-jen-ka-nun to-ra-bo-ket-jyo
Nae sa-ra-ngul o-ra-ju-ket-jyo yeah…
Won-ha-go ddo wan-ha-da-bom-yon i-ro-ji-jyo
Nae-i-ri a-ni-myon ku da-um nae-i-ri-ra-do

Repeat Chorus

Yol-bon-wi nae-i-ri-ka-do
Ddo chon-bon-ye nae-i-ri ka-do
Ku-dae-ma-nul nan sa-rang-ha-ni-kka

English Translation

Because the words “lets end it” was not said
Because the last step forward was not taken
It seems we have never have love
Though it feels like death everything
My heart does not rest even for one day
I never stop regretting even for one time
Can you see my tears
Can you hear my sigh
Though I swallow and swallow again, it overflows
When will you be turning to around to see this image of me

Tomorrow Tomorrow
Will my feelings be able to touch you
Those words I still haven’t said
Those words my heart wrote and sent out to you
That I love you and for you to come to me
Tomorrow Tomorrow
If only you could come to my side
It doesn’t matter if I shed tears of sorrow
It doesn’t matter if I sigh from continuous regret
I will only wait for you

You’ll turn around and look at me someday
You’ll acknowledge my love
If I want and want again it will happen
If not tomorrow then at least the day after tomorrow
Tomorrow Tomorrow
Will my feelings be able to touch you
Those words I still haven’t said
Those words my heart wrote and sent out to you
That I love you and for you to come to me

Tomorrow Tomorrow
If only you could come to my side
It doesn’t matter if I shed tears of sorrow
It doesn’t matter if I sigh from continuous regret
I will only wait for you
Even if it’s the tenth tomorrow
Also even if it’s the first tomorrow
Because I only love you

疲累～

2009-06-25T00:16:00.000+08:00

今天真是一個疲累的一天啊。。。

每天都要五點鐘起床。。幫忙爸爸開襠。。

我的媽呀！我長這么大都沒試過像今天那樣這樣累的。。真是可憐的我！

今天不但全身酸痛，而且早上一起床時，我的頭和頸都痛到就來要我的命啊！

像定時炸彈似的隨時都會爆發。。偏偏這個時候，“我的好姐妹”又來！現在搞的我累掛了。。。

為什么會這個樣子的？？我還真是體弱多病。。。沒用到死。。。

回到家又要煮菜做家務。。啊，媽媽一不在家，我這個做女兒的就要擔任“媽媽”的責任。。好辛苦呢～

今天我的DarLing 剛從新加坡回來，本來晚上要一起去看戲的，就是因為太累了而取消。。好傷心哦！！

已經一個星期沒見了，本來以為今天可以見到的。。誰知。。。唉。。。

沒辦法咯。。唯有明天才見他了。。不知 DarLing 有沒有變胖呢？嘻嘻！好期待明天的到來哦。。。

My 1st Blog.. >.<

2009-06-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

haha.. this was my 1st time writing a blog..
kinda weird coz i seldom write it as a blog for ppl 2 read it..
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for my 1st blog what should i write har?
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i dunno.. haha.. ( silly ans +.+)

well.. today such a hot hot day for me...
how come Malaysia whether can be so HOT??
i can't stand for it...
it made me headache all the time cause of it.. Arghh!!! ( Hate It )

Just now i went 2 a chinese restaurant having dinner with my family as a Father's Day celebration..at the beginning...i was so excited bcoz i thought v can go 2 the restaurant at Chemor called 東海.. who knows...

unlucky thing happen....

sumbody have a wedding dinner at that restaurant so they dun accept customers unless u have made a booking... haiz.. so sad.. bcoz the food damn nice n delicious...well.. what can v do? v cant force ppl 2 give a place for us rite? so v go another nearby restaurant 2 eat.. oh god.. whn i go in that time is almost full and most of it have booking alr.. i was thinking is that a fate that v r not goin 2 have our dinner at this place?? oh ...pls...

Thanks GOD.. :D

Luckily there's a table ppl juz leaving.. wakaka~ and v get that table..

FINALLY...

we had made our order.. hehe... i was waiting for the dish that i order.. 奶油蝦.. Yummy!!! Cant't wait too taste it... but who knws the waitress said that the dish is finished! WHAT!!! wtf... i m so angry la.. haiyer.. how come i cant get that dish.. Arghh...stupid restaurant!!! what to do?? i can only change 2 another dish lo.. haiz...

After That...

v r going back home by taking another way 2 go.. coz mum said wanna go a place that have stage for ppl go up for singing.. Lolz.. whn v reach there, such a supirising place.. v never knew place a little bit look like kampung will have such a nice design shop lots and houses.. haha.. i think now v r the one who really look like kampung ppl.. :P but then.. i dun really like that food court called Tasek Square bcoz all the ppl singing there is old ppl.. oh god... all old songs.. dun even knw what songs r that.. haha.. i do admit its a quite nice environment place.. hehe

- 爱哭鬼 ♥ simSim ™ -

21/06/2009